Last Saturday, I managed to catch 4 episodes of LOST and accompanied Vic to Chinatown. Geesh.. I dont have a camera. So, i just watched him taking photos. I was in fact, admiring the place around me.. the people, the food, the stuff they are selling and the sound. The sound? yup, the sound.. it is a lively place which i wouldn't mind going down once in a while. Vic told me that it is always a different feeling when he goes there. When you are looking tru the cam lens.. everything sure looks different on different visits. Then, we met Moko at City Hall. Had our dinner at Marina Square and went to watch some performance at Esplanade Waterfront. I saw Desmond from Electrico! He's so so cute!

Yesterday, I woke up late.. woke up at 650am. Woke Joanne.. the Jo woke Aza.. while i woke Shuan. Called Moko and yesh, he's out.. oh man.. we were damn late. While everyone was getting ready, Jo and myself were debating whether to go or not to go. Should we just continue sleeping.. Anyway, I was scolded by Vic.. I told him " Dun wanna go ah. late oredi.." he replied" go and die lar you.. go and die!". I replied "ok, i go die now, bye bye". Can't stand him.. keep scolding pple. Haha.. that makes life more fun. Anyway, we went ahead and met Carol and Shuan for our 830 meeting. I was wearing the event t and i persuaded Carol to wear too.. haha.. Jo, Carol and myself went to Marina Bay from City Hall.. dunno y we ended up at Raffles Place and that is.. we actually went out of the gantry.. "Marina Bay sure looks like Raffles Place".. haha.. We wasted another trip to Marina Bay. Met Shuan there and walked to the destination we were heading. We took shortcuts.. and finally joined the rest of the pple at Esplanade area. So funny..

Had breakfast at Bugis area and went home. Watch CSI and slept until evening.. Watched tv again.. and sleep.

I'm now blogging during my lunch hour.. Fasting today, so i din go out.. taking a break.. ok lar.. i'm off to do my work.

Okies.. updates.. updates
Been really busy with work man..
August:
- NDP 05: finally over.. Had a great time knowing all the volunteers.
- NDP 05 Appreciation Dinner: Went with Aza and I got my cert. Wear nice nice..
- epBUS Launch: stress.. but turn out well. Shuan, vic and Steve was on tv. Great that they are in. Finally epBUS rolls in.. better catch up with it fast..
- Malacca Exchange: the worst stress of all.. and yup, turn out well. Was lost in Malacca at one moment.. Wont wanna experience it ALONE again. Even had the feeling of breaking down.

Sept:
- 2nd Sept: Finally collected my Dip cert. Maybe just can't be bothered. I should do some self-reflection.. Anyway, Serene accompanied me to sch. Thanks gal. Then met Ahmad, Nad and Eve for coffee. Great chat with my buddies again. Enjoyed their company.
- 3rd Sept: Went for a workshop with Jo, Shuan, Carol, Aza and Cat. Had lunch at Harbourfront. Went window shopping with Jo at Westmall. Then I went to granny's house to celebrate her birthday. I lurve Mustafa! He's so cute.. I'll show you pple his photo one of these days.
- 7th Sept:Went to watch 'The Perfect Catch' with Shuan at Causeway Pt. Was playing at the arcade for an hour before watching the show. That was a great way to destress ourselves. We were so down.. with work, school.. I hope he's feeling better tho.. coz i'm still not.
- 8th Sept: Went out with Vic and Moko. Initial plan was to go for dinner at Marina Square and chill at Esplanade. Ended up with collection of t-shirt for Sunday's marathon at Telok Blangah SAFRA, had dinner around the area and went back home. Enjoyed their company.. was laughing most of the time in the bus.
-9th Sept: Went to play bowling with Shuan at Grassroots. Moko was delayed in school so left the 2 of us. Somemore waited for Moko earlier by walking ard aimlessly at Junction 8 and listening to Shuan's crave for iPOD Nano.. basket.. tempting me! Anyway, we continued bowling without moko and I finally managed to hit 100. wow.. yeah.. u should have seen how happy i was. Rite Shuan? haha.. Then, we went to meet Jo, Carol, Aza, Steve and Ah Yao at South Bridge Road to play pool. Supposed to chill ah.. but they finished chilling without us.. hehe.. Playing pool was great.. and yup, i felt guilty for not telling Shuan to see doctor regarding his eyes in the afternoon.. everyone was telling him to see a doc. Ah Yao keep telling me as if i'm the one with the red eye.. haha.. Anyway, take care bird.
Just waiting for tomorrow's marathon.. can't wait... Who's going tomorrow: Mr Sam, Aza, Carol, Joanne, Yi Fang, Vic, Shuan, Moko and moi! Heard that apah sprained his ankle.. so cannot go.. take care apah..

Haiz.. i just need a BREAK! A BREAK! A BREAK! Can someone just BREAK me! Argh..
No Naruto, no Bleach to watch.. I guess i'm off to watch LOST.. haiz..

I forgot to mention that me, Elaine, Carol and Jo went Village.. We celebrated Jo's birthday last Monday.. See below for pix.. This post is dedicated to Jojo!

OMG.. really.. OMG.. the last few days were the most enjoyable days i ever had!
Sunday: I went to watch Electrico with Vicky. We had an early lunch and watched other local and Malaysian bands perform while waiting for Electrico. We were standing at the front of the stage.. Exactly in front of the woofer.. the sound system.. for about 3 hrs.. till we finally gotta see Electrico. My ear drums nearly burst! Anyway,.. They are wonderful! I love Desmond! He's so nerdy, cute and yup, he got his ultraman mask on! HAHA.. We were jumping.. singing along.. and all crazy!! I'm definitely going to watch them during one of their shows in the esplanade recital studio.. $25 only.. Vic! Go ok! ;p

Monday: Supposed to go for a hw team bonding session tru bowling.. eventually, me and Steve didn't go. We have our own bonding session at epBUS with the Epson staff.. bleahz..
Yesterday.. even power.. I went to watch Siti Nurhaliza concert with Aza. And yup.. yana and shah got free tix.. basket.. while me and Aza paid $115 for the concert. Nevertheless, we had fun! Thanks to aza for fetching me at KCPSS and sending me home! Free ride.. haha.. He joker sia.. made me paiseh.. We sat at the wrong seat..Wanna noe the whole story? Ask him ah... haha.. So much fun.. singing with CT.. laughing.. clapping.. the feeling is so so different.. Stress relieve..



I'm just waiting for this Saturday's training session as well as the Final Rehearsal at Padang.. Just wanna end my weekdays early.. yup..
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I'm deadbeat.. really..I woke up at 11.05am. And my body ache.. yup, my whole body ache. Yesterday, was yet another motivators training session and the whole evening was spent walking around padang.. making sure the welfare of the ushers were taken care of. I experience this last week too but i'm more tired now. Maybe bcoz i was more active in the dance than last week.. maybe.. or just maybe.. i'm just old for this.. Anyway, taught lao da how to dance the no.40 dance. She catched up and said that only intelligent pple like her can learn this fast.. haha.. and we make a fool of ourselves dancing beside the vip sector.

I was pretty busy the whole week:
Monday: management meeting, work till ard 9pm?
Tuesday: Work, work, work, and met yana & yanie at yana's office
Wednesday: meeting @ padang in the morning, lunch at esplanade, afternoon spent dancing at KCPSS, and final pit stop--> recce @ Marina South
Thursday: Work, work, work till 11pm
Friday: 1/2 day sleeping at home, continue to work, and yeah! a nite out with Jojo, Elaine, Carol @ Mc Donald's.. lol
Saturday: Dance training @ RJC, Old Chang Kee lunch sponsored by boss, being usher's officials @ padang with lao da.
Sunday: hmm.. i've been watching CSI 3 hrs straight, eating my lunch, gotta hang clothes.. and off to meet victor later to watch ELECTRICO!!
ciaoZ..

Bingit siul member.. i'm now at yana's office. And stupid yanie is irritating me at the moment. She took the minyak wangi from yana. I want!!!!

Anyway, i'm kinda pissed off with myself too.. Dunno wat's wrong wif me lar.. juz pissed.. maybe that's y i wanna meet yana and yanie.. Just wanna relax.. laugh and have fun bitching ard.

Anyway, i would like to dedicate this post to my dear friend. I noe you have been tru rough time nowadays but you noe that we are here for you. Be it in time of sad or laughter, you noe that we'll be there for you.

Just a piece of advice my friend: Let love come to u.. don't rush for it as it will never be that perfect.

I'm not saying that you have to leave it to fate lar ok.. but never, never rush into a relationship when you just gotta noe a person. Take my case, I may be lonely sometimes, but i noe that i have friends around to accompany me when i need them. If not, just finish my work in office lor.. Yup lar.. my life is like no life lar.

Anyway, being single is not bad after all.. Just lonely but u noe wat? I can make full use of this time to do something i like.. then i won't be lonely.

Okies, to all those singles out there.. Maybe.. Yes, maybe.. we should just have our own singles party ourselves! ;p

A suay day

1. nearly shit by a bird.. no.. not shuan but a real bird. (was 1 tiny step close)

2. nearly had a concussion by a few branches. (was a few steps close and kak linda was beside me)

3. nearly knocked by a car driven by a stupid driver. (my toes were nearly crushed.. see how close?)

Okies.. u have just read wat happened.. anything to say? Got realised one thing?
All the incidents happened from small to big things. I guess my time has come.. Nang told me an aeroplane will drop onto me tomorrow. Wish me all the luck pple..

Yes.. a suay day..

BUKAN UNTUKKU
Composed by Yovie Widianto
Music produced and arranged by Andi Rianto

Tak kusesali cintaku untukmu || Meskipun dirimu tak nyata untukku || Sejak pertama kau mengisi hari-hariku || Aku t'lah meragu mengapa harus dirimu...
Reff: Aku takkan bertahan bila tak teryakinkan || Sesungguhnya cintaku memang hanya untukmu || Sungguhku tak menahan jika jalan suratan || Menuliskan dirimu memang bukan untukku... Selamanya...
Kadang aku lelah menantimu || Pastikan cinta untukku...

A song worth listening to.. I love Rio Febrian... and his songs.. and his voice..

It was a great weekend last few days! OKies, i was supposed to finish up 3 ppt slides for my boss but i was too lazy to do it ok.. I dedicated my weekend slacking sia. Anyway, i just finished 2 of the ppt slides, pending for vet by boss.

Friday, after the trip to SMU with Elaine, we hitch a ride from Patrick and uncle Kiong to Toa Payoh. I'm supposed to meet shuan and vic but i'm so so early. Elaine was oso free for that period of time.. so we went to Delifrance and drink + talk.

Then, i went to Causeway Pt. Yes, the boys are still not there.. So, i went to Giordano. There was a sale and everyone was queuing up at the changing room. Just to kill my boredom, i went to pick a few clothes and queue up at the never-ending queue. Tried the clothes, put it back and went to other shops. Eventually, missy just bought a clip from Chameleon. Wanted to eat Old Chang Kee's sotong but there was such a long queue. Everywhere long queue sei..

Anyway, met the boys and yes, thanks to mr shuan for carrying my lappie from office to wdlds. Yana, shah and yani came to my house as well. Yani keep saying she likes my top. Haha.. of course, kak linda bought for me from Bali~~. All of us eat, chat and watch this indonesia vcd about the pple went to haunted places. If they manage to survive, they will win SG 600 bucks.. ok lar, to them its a lot. It was scary!! I think i would have fainted man. I rather work doubly hard then joining this kinda thing.

The boys had a good chat wif my bro. Same clique? i dunno.. but then, only this grp left late. Left my place at ard 12 midnight while my sister's friends left at ard 10.. Kak linda and bro jin sent all of them home. From Yani's house--> yana's house--> think it's victor--> then dunno shah or shuan. Vic's house is way out of the league man~ Imagine 7 pple squeezing in a normal car. Haha.. Anyway, hope you pple had fun.

Saturday, went for mentoring meeting in the morning and met yana after that. Supposed to go Metro Sale @ Expo but decided not to. We were so indecisive. Wanna go labrador park to see the secret tunnel (yana, sure cannot find lar.. so secretive), tampines, johor, holland v. Eventually, we went to Suntec City's Starbucks and drank coffee with Yani. Then, went to Amoy Street for a 10 min survey for $15 bucks. Cool, earn $ while doing survey(taste coffee.. not again..). Saw Alicia there. Apparently, she's working there part-time. Then, i went for Mentoring BBQ.

Sunday, went for Epson Print @ Home training. After that, went to Funan and Sim Lim with the boys. Then, I met Johan and Halil at Paragon's Coffeebean(yup.. coffee again). Talk cock all the way, talk abt the old school days + updates on our friends and these guys kept smoking and bitchy johan kept asking me to try a puff. Basket. Do it again and i'm not going out with you again.. hehe.. Yup, told them i'm going to die before them.. Chain smokers..

Then we went to Borders..I was reading books on diving and I have decided to save $ for my LASIK ops and go for an open diving water course. My eye degree too high lar. Jo and Halil too wanna go for the course. So, u guys better save $. I wanna go next year. U hear me? hello bitch~~ haha.. i doubt this frens of mine read my blog.
Why the interest in diving? it's not sudden yar. Have been wanting to feel the underwater world.. How does it feel down there? I guess it must have been my frequent habit of watching travel and leisure channel which gets me thinking.

okies, gtg..getting something from Moko. (Guess wat? I'm in the office alone, blasting my music.. i better get out of here fast!)

me & yana took neoprint after eating at hjh maimunah.. we were wearing same kinda skirt, juz different colour..
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I have been quite busy these few days..

Finally, it's Saturday. Anyway, I met Ahmad last Thursday in Orchard.. Long time no see.. Was on the way to epSITE for a meeting then. Uncle Kiong gave us 4 tix to watch PCK Musical. Thanks uncle kiong! Carol, Elaine, Nang and I went to watch it on Thursday too.

When I got home, mother was still having a fever despite going to polyclinic d day before. So, Nang and I accompany mother to a 24hr clinic @ yishun.. wat the toot.. no 24hr clinic in wdlds.. Mother is feeling better. now.. I was worried that i smsed kak linda. She's still in china. She told me to send mother to the hospital then. But we didn't ah..since mother felt better after the visit to the 24hr clinic.
Yesterday, miko, yana and I went to Tekka to eat our dinner and we went to Mustafa ctr to buy some stuff.. Wah kaoz.. the toiletries there are cheap lor.. We were having a good time laughing and joking.

Oh yar.. forgot to say.. last thursday was the most suay-est day of the week.. I used Jo's pc and the pc crashed.. Used Moko's pc oso got some problem. Jo say i got suay hands.. But luckily Jo's documents can be recovered.
Then, i make a fool of myself at Sakae Sushi during lunch. Don't wanna write here. Only elaine, carol, jo and aza knows.. my lunch kakis.. So paiseh.. I think they dont wanna eat lunch with me again.. especially if lunch is @ Sakae Sushi..
so sad...

I'm so tired.. So many things happened within the last mth.

Yes.. my sister's married. I'm happy for her. It was so rare that the sisters stood together and never quarrel at all. I was happy for us. And sure enuff, we still miss kak linda and try to meet up at least once a week. This separation actually strengthen our sisterhood.

Then 1 week later, my dad was hospitalised. Yup.. the day i was in Malacca with Canberra Sec. Lotsa pple were trying to contact me and i din noe about it until Aza told me to call Yana. I was so shocked. I tried to enjoy myself.. but what the hell.. how to enjoy when your dad is in hospital. Apparently, he got chest pain and gotta go for his 1st ballooning ops. Alhamdulillah, the ops was successful.

Now, $ matters.. My sis is married, my dad can't work for at least 6 mths and there are lotsa bills to pay. Glad that kak linda is still supporting us(not as much as last time lar.. but i understand). After calculating everything,i actually can save $ for my trip as well as other impt savings. What a relief..

Then, yesterday.. was in the hospital again.. for 1 whole day. I was so so tired.. My dad went for his 2nd ballooning. Hope he listens and stop smoking for good. Sometimes, i can't stand him for being stubborn.. Yup, u heard me.. STUBBORN.. and guess wat! All his daughters got this trait from him. All stubborn like nobody's business. Yes, i dont deny it ok.

Now, i'm still caught up with NDP. Just wanna get over with it soon. It's too much of a headache oredi. I noe "I believe in the power of my subconscious mind that i can be successful in all the projects i am handling". At least it does make me calm and boost my confidence.

Okies.. ciaoz..

okies.. decided to change to a new blog.. dunno y but i think i'm really really influenced by carol aka minah pope.. u noe y? see my blog!! the colour!! i like this colour after being too close with carol. haha.. that's not a bad thing lar.. Anyway, yesterday.. went to changi beach with moko, vic, cindy. Cindy had a bbq nite with her volleyball budds. So, the boys were taking taking photos of planes.. etc. Then, we sent cindy to her pit. Her bbq pit is like damn far from where we first started our walk. After sending her off, the 3 of us walked to the nearest bus stop. What a relieve..finally able to sit.. haha.. Anyway, we had our dinner at changi village. Ate nasi lemak.. I guess we were so thirsty that we drank more than 1 cup of drink. We ta pao sugarcane juice and sat somewhere. There were 4 police officers interrogating pple sitting in that area.. we guessed that they were looking for illegal immigrants.. We were hoping that they raid the pirated vcd shop nearby.. But what we did not expect was.. they went to us and ask for our ics too. OMG... everyone was looking at us as if we did something wrong..
This is our conver.. will try my best to relate.. it's something like this..

Police officer to vic: You are from malaysia?
Vic: no.. singaporean.. (i guess it muz be the ah beng hair colour lar)
Police officer: can i have all your ics.
the 3 of us surrendered our ics.
Police officer to mas: u ran away from home? how old are u?
mas: (shocked & giggling) no.. and i'm not underage.. i'm 22 this yr..
Police officer to us: So wat were u doing here?
Us: ate our dinner?
Police officer to us: oh.. all from different part of singapore. Isnt it far to come here?
us: yes..
okies.. pple are still staring at us..
vic: i guess we juz have to tell raymond.. we can't make a difference anymore after this..
all laugh..
after all the yada yada yada.. we finally got our ics back.

I guess they must be taking precautions after a prisoner escape from prison.. well, the incident just brightened our nite.. haha..

buddies forever! *yanie, yana, nana, sue*
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haha.. a photo by moko for my portfolio
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yana, bro jin, kak linda, me (front row) shah, shuan, moko (back row)
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nice? moko took this photo of my sister's wedding cake & dais.. i love it~~
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another photo
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nice table layout
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nice nice
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sunset view
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waiting for sunset @ Labrador Park
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photographer @ work
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seeking inspiration?
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vicky *wats wif the cheeky smile dude?*
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melvyn *smile*
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posers of the year
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moko!
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a different view
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cool...
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lonely.. i am so lonely..
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thanks for smiling auntie!
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the view from labrador park
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nice view of the golf course.. we ate our lunch there before going back to singapore
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wat is this called? rattan ball? rotan ball?
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yeah.. really original.. cool
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like stated above... ORIGINAL
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u can see that lao da is a happy gal.. see how she laugh (extreme left)
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half of the sec 1 cohort is here!
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flowers.. flowers.. @ the pineapple plantation
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pineapple shells?
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food... 1st lunch on the way to malacca
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Decided to post more happy pictures..

I dunno y i laughed like dat..



Go massie Go!



Pathetic..



3 idiots posing with Ronald Mc Donald--> deprived childhood



massie:jon



yana act cute




Jamie:Mas:Eugenie

Okies.. i did wrote somewhere that i'm gonna have a great time rite? Not really that happening.. I was kinda pissed off at a certain time..
At 1st, i was with Eve and Nad.. having a great time drinking @ our usual hangout.. Starbucks.. drinking coffee, bitching, crapping..yar..not forgetting.. looking @ guys.. then, there is this staff who asked us to write some feedback.. D guy is cute tho..lol. Then, the three of us took photos using my phone.. i realised that it has been a long time since i used my phone to take photos..



Nad:Eve:Mas



Juz the 3 of us



3 of us again



Eve:Mas



Nad:Eve


Then i called yana juz to tell her that i'm on my way..when she says "change of timing:9pm instead".. Argh.. 1st thing, y nvr tell me change of time.. i was waiting to eat dinner with u pple. I have not eaten the whole day juz for this dinner.. yar, with this pathetic sum of $, i decided to set aside for dinner.. Okies.. i was feeling a bit pissed.. but still can control..
On the way to wdlds, yana called me and say she's not joining. She's not feeling well.(Okies, i was dozing off in the train and when i hear things that i dont like, i get grouchy easily) ARGH.. yana not joining? Not blaming her coz she's sick.. but i dunno y..i juz dont have the mood to meet up oredi. I felt *toot*. If i noe, i would have end my day with the 2 gals.
Anyway, jo called me and persuaded me to join him and lays. He noes i was pissed coz of the change of timing and of yana not joining. He kept persuading till i can't take it anymore. I was thinking.. since it has been a damn long time i have seen him and lays.. mite as well meet up. So, i walked to my home from Marsiling mrt. Then from my house to woodgrove. That's a long walking exercise for someone who has not eaten the whole day. While i was walking to woodgrove, i came up with a '10 things i hate about u' list.

10 Things I Hate About You
1. Insensitive
2. Bad liar
3. Dishonest
4. Coward
5. Being a confused idiot
6. Do not appreciate me
7. For knowing me the best
8. Being nice to me
9. Make me fall for u
10.Jerk

Okies.. that's a fast pace walk. If i noe, i should have juz taken a stroll there and i would come out with 20 things instead!
I'm not talking about u pple ok.. juz trying to come out with a list to kill my boredom then. On my way, i was admiring the moon..i remembered the peribahasa: bagaikan pungguk rindukan bulan.. I don't wanna be that owl.. sia2 aje tunggu.. relak one corner eh.. mite as well move on. ;p

Anyway, once i met jo and lays.. they looked @ me and say "Mas, u lose weight and look so tired". Yes pple.. i get it from my old frens and yes, of course tired after all the long walk. Went to Halil's stall and ate. Finally, ate something.. lol
Met Faisal (omg, he looks big.. like bapak seh) and his gf. Met Faiz oso. He looks as usual.. Met my primary school fren too.. Hafri.. dont think he recognise me lar..Gotta noe that they are all frens.. muz be tru that Elfi lar.. Anyway, none of my business, dont care much.

We crapped alot there and finally decided to go 7-11 eat softee.. so me, jo and lays went for another long walk. Jo treat us softee. Haha.. i was giving him the looks..'the as usual bitchy look for him to treat us'.. haha.. his reply "i noe lar.. i noe lar.." lol..

We sat at d void deck.. eating ice-cream... talking abt our lives.. realised we have not met for more than 4 mths.. dats long to me.. how i wished we can meet up often.. but our schedule are so packed. Jo was saying that we have grown up.. in terms of maturity.. especially me.. coz i always look jovial, bubbly.. now, still dat but more changes.. Yar.. i'm always the small kid at the block among them(jo, lays, yana).

We've decided to go for a short holiday.. either to johor eden gardens or juz pulau ubin.. after national day period lar ei... then i'll be a bit stress free.
Can't wait to go for this trips!.. get away from Singapore.. and oso from some pple..

I've gotta save lotsa $ man.. going for this trip.. then, to either pulau redang or phuket with eve & nad. Koh Samui is too expensive lar..
Then, not forgetting.. maybe going Taiwan with Jojo..
But i still wanna save some $ to go Cambodia or Bangkok.. see lar eh..

I wanna get out of Singapore.. so dats my goal.. save $ to go to these places..

Thursday, 21st April 05:
Had a meeting with the SMU exco team for Canberra Malacca Trip, and another with the boys in the evening. Intro Steve then too. They clicked well. Good! I realised that Aza and Steve blend well in our culture.. yar, not forgetting apah and Mr Sam. Lol..

After the meeting, i stayed back in the office to finish up my work while waiting for Shuan to reformat Mr Sam's pc. Then Vicky and Moko was doing their own stuff. I was so tired that i slept in the office while waiting for them. Haiz.. people who hold the key sometimes can be suay u noe... lol

Went for dinner at Mc as usual. But i guess i was so tired that i juz had a drink. They tried their best to tempt me but to no avail. But with the 3 boys entertaining or bitching abt others juz tickles me. haha..

Friday, 22nd April 05:
Okies.. i dressed up nicely yar.. Everybody in the office was shocked that i wore a formal top and skirt. Alar.. muz wear smart casual for KCPSS Founder's Day mah. Was being bullied by the guys in the office. Argh.. i need backup! Where is Jojo? Carol? We need to join forces to counter these pple! lol.. Other than being bullied, we were moving the tables, chairs.. rearranging the furnitures lar.. Wat a good way to change the environment! At least it freshens your mind.

Went KCPSS Founder's Day with Jojo. Boss was sick.. so did not attend. As usual, we had a fun time entertaining ourselves. She tot i was praying too during the prayer session coz i looked serious and lowered my head. Jojo! I have not lost my faith lar.. i was juz respecting. But since the comment, i have been looking up at the cloudy sky and moon. She saw her primary sch teacher. And someone called my name and i din recognise him. So sorry boy.. too many volunteers dat i have met. but now, u will be stored in my mind. ;p
Had a great time chatting with Aileen and husband (Eugenie's aunt and uncle). They are super friendly. They sent us to Woodlands MRT Station. Then, from there.. we made our own way home. Thanx to them!

Now..
In the office.. clearing up the paper work.. was crapping the whole morning with Carol and Aza. Haha.. Aza bully me!! he threw the box directly at my forehead.. pain sei.. but managed to make him feel guilty! haha.. Moko, jon, Mr Sam and Little Sam were here too.. I'm juz waiting for time to fly.. meeting Eve and Nad at Orchard, 3 plus.. then i am meeting Yana and Jo in the evening at Al-Amin. Gonna have a hell of a time bitching and crapping the whole day! What a great day~~~

hehe.. have been trying to blog about what happened for the past few days but alamak.. no time lar.. Anyway, jojo!! if you are reading this entry, yes.. i'm in office.. but i'm having my break! okies! lol..

erm..
Okies..

Monday, 18th April 05:
As usual, I can't remember what exactly i did.. Work.. work.. and yar! Went to SMU for an NDP meeting with boss, lao da and the new exco. Then, went jogging with Moko at Woodlands Stadium. Yeah.. and we met Yana & Syah too. That yana.. so lazy.. give excuses as not to jog yar. lol..
But muz thank this bro of mine who's willing to accompany me to jog so far from home. Okies.. he's making alot of noises now.. irritating boy.. so kepo.. reading what i'm typing.


Tuesday, 19th April 05:
Work lar.. and yeah,in the evening i had a date with Nad and Eve. I really tot i heard we were meeting at Raffles City Starbucks. I waited and waited.. and finally got to noe that we were supposed to meet at Suntec City Starbucks.. Lol.. wat an idiot i have been. Anyway, we did a lot of catching up with our lives. Crap a lot abt jerks.. as usual.. the common term we always use. And nad even remembered about me and eve want to die together by getting ourselves knock down by a truck or something. And according to her expertise or forte, she was supposed to write a book to commerate about our (myself and eve) pathetic lives. LOL..

Eve want to die all this while.. haha.. Eve! we stab each other bah.. Nad was saying that we should juz drink poison. Then i told eve.. if we drink poison together, it will be Juliet and Juliet. Pple may think that we are lesbians.. Haha.. so, bad idea. I think we need to do a more constructive plan lar.. And if we die, Nad has to write something about us. Like those christians, whose best fren will talk about how gd that person has been when he/she was alive. But hey nad, i rather you talk about how pathetic our lives has been. And eve intro me a new song by David Tao! Okies, will grab his cd when i got my pay.

See how sadistic my life has been?

Wednesday, 20th April 05:
Erm, went to SRJC for HCC recruitment. Met Cindy, Cheryl.. and blah blah blah.. Had a great time talking with students. Oh yar, have been eating this wasabi crackers.. damn hot.. Then went for mentoring in the evening! I was so happy that Faridah was there. Had a real great time catching up with our lives. She's now actively participating in Sri Warna. U go gal! If that's wat you wanna do, go for it. Juz don't neglect your studies. We played a game after the session. We were so enthu and running around. I tripped and hurt my elbow sei.. Din realised i got a cut. Anyway, had a great time with the rest of the mentors too. Especially Cheryl and Bertz.. He was walking around most of the time, coz his mentee didn't attend the session. Basically entertaining us. Hehe..

Yesterday, I was a good girl. Helped mum to sweep and mop the floor. Met Eve @ Starbucks, Tampines. Realised we haven't met for a long time..We talked about our lives as usual. I had a pleasant time with her talking about jerks. Lol.. Coincidentally, Cindy was around the area.. or should i say she was looking for me.. Watever it was, we met for a while before i finally met Shuan. He was helping my sis and bro for their wedding video. So, we went to their office and johore to video them + asking them qns. The day was considered ok.. had fun? ok lar.. But i was feeling very tired.. maybe becoz of wat i did the day before. So, i went to sleep as soon as i reached the bed. Cindy called me when i was sleeping. So when i answered her call, it seems as tho i was sian.. but actually no lar.. So, Cindy... dont think too much yar. ;p

Today, i was at home the whole day. Karaoke with mum and ferdah. Sang the whole cd of Siti Nurhaliza old songs + Liza Hanim. Macam jiwang gitu. haha.. Anyway, it was a good way to destress myself. And it sure did..

Then, now.. while i'm updating this blog, I'm actually watching a very boring Malay movie in Suria Channel. Its as tho i have nothing to do yar.. when in fact, i actually have lotsa things to do.. Excited about tomorrow.. a brand new day for me at least for the 1st day of the week. Going for a jog with Moko after work. ;p

Thursday, 14th April 05:
Work, had bus meeting with the boys. Went to busu's house. Brought Shuanti along to help my uncle on his wireless network thingy. We reached at 930pm. And yar.. we met Aza at Simei Mrt. Apparently, we were in the same train. LOL. We walked together to my uncle's place. He's staying around the area oso. ;p
Then myself and Shuanti stayed until near to 1am. That birdie was really a great help. Thanx Shuan.
We walked to his flat there and i hailed a cab from there. Cheaper~~ hengz ah.. got enuff $. If not.. gotta help uncle wash car sia..
Not forgetting, thanx to busu for the pretty earrings! lurve it~~ Haha.. Kak linda jealous sei, coz she says busu always give me stuffs.. Bleahz~~ ;p


Wednesday, 13th April 05:
Went to SRJC for the teacher's dialogue session. Met the volunteers there as well. So nice to see them. Especially Cindy! She kan chiong queen ah. Haha.. Ate Sakae Sushi neh.. Then stayed back late again.. with Shuanti, Ah Yao, and Aza. We ate dinner at where? argh.. Mc again! haha.. Was enjoying my dinner with Ah Yao entertaining us. hehe..

Tuesday, 12th April 05:
Work, work, work.. And more work as i left office late. Shuanti and myself ate Mc Donalds for dinner. As usual lar.. no other place to go. He said dat this Mc really earn alot from us. lol.

Monday, 11th April 05:
Wat did i do? hmm.. doing work as usual

Sunday, 10th April 05:
Went to Chinese Garden and Esplanade with Vic and Moko. They were taking photographs while i enjoyed the scenery. I felt that i can breathe with ease when i'm enjoying the scenery. No problems to think about or should i say "i tried not to think about". Enjoyed the evening with them. Seeing photographers in action. Cool yar.. haha..

Mengapakah hati akan rasakan peritnye bila bercinta?
Sometimes i wonder whether its both of us.. or juz 1 sided. It takes 2 hands to clap rite? Apa yang kita lalui seperti alam mimpi setelah kau pergi hari itu. Everything changed since then. The last words then were " Take care, Enjoy yourself and bye!" And that last conver were definitely the most awkward conver we ever had. Aku rasa dia telah sedar apa yg ku rasakan terhadapnye.

Setelah kau kembali, tidak berbual lagi di telefon. Bukan seperti dulu biler kita kerap berbual di tengah-tengah malam. Ku ingat masa-masa itu. Di telefon, kau bermain bola di komputer sambil berbual. U'll scream when u lose. Dan aku akan dengarkan sahaja dan ketawakan gelagatmu. Dan kita akan bernyanyi lagu kegemaranku bersama. Adakah kami hanya kawan? Pelik rasanye.

Kau akan bermain dengan anting2 ku. Kau mengurut lenganku yg kau cubit dengan full of concern. Adakah aku hanya kawan padamu?

Kita menonton wayang berdua sahaja. Kau tahu penatnye aku rasa pada malam itu. Kau membiarkan aku tidur dengan kepalaku merehat di bahumu. Ku ingin masa berhenti waktu itu. Aku mahu bersendirian denganmu untuk selama-lamanya. Aku giler? Aku mabuk cinta?Kau melindungiku dan sentiasa di sisiku ketika aku memerlukan seseorang.

Tapi.. itu semua masa yg lalu. Kau berubah terhadapku and aku jua begitu.. setelah kau kembali.

Ku tak tahu kalau kau sedar, tetapi masa silam itu adalah masa yg sangat terindah. Aku harap kau merasakan jua. Kau mungkin tidak mengerti betapa peritnye ku rasakan pada masa ini. Aku mahukan masa itu kembali tapi ku sedar itu tak akan terjadi. Orang selalu berkata kita seperti lebih dari kawan. Kita mempunyai banyak similarities.. pemikiran dan hobi. Sama2 stubborn juga rasanye.

Hanya satu persoalan sahaja yang sentiasa di hatiku, "Adakah kau merasakan apa yg ku rasai pada masa itu dan sekarang?"

All d best to u and yr life. Aku telah berjanji dengan diriku untuk hidup berterusan tanpamu di sisiku. I have made so many steps.. Now it's your turn. If not, biarlah hati ini pulih perlahan.

Apakah itu cinta?
Tiba-tiba sahaja kita suka pada kelakuan orang itu...
Pelikkan.. Aku tak mahu bercinta lagi rasanya setelah ini semua terjadi. Seperti ku katakan.. semua ini perit.

Terima kasih untuk kenangan manis itu.
Akan ku melupakan mu.. ku harapkan, doakan yg aku lupakan mu.

P/S: Yana, thanx for all you have done for me. I'll heed yr advice. Thanx bestfren.

Okies! I'm back! Updates..

Dec:
-Silkpro Celebration Tree @ Orchard
-Moi learn ice-skating from volunteers
-Moi's birthday @ Orchard

Jan:
-Orchard of Hope
-Moi and yana learn roller-blading from Shuan
-Watched soccer with Shuan and Ah Tat @ Chijmes
-Moi went bowling with Shuan coz roller-blading shop close at 7pm.. haha.. felt so dumb then

Feb:
-Chingay!
-Ice-skating rink @ Tampines. The only time i have been going to Tampines often since poly life
-Watch Hitch and Hide and Seek in 2 consecutive days.

March:
-Work in office most of the time
-Star 1 Kayaking Course with Shuan, Jojo, Serene K. The most enjoyable time i had for these few months. I get to do something i enjoyed. Will practice and go for my Star 2 Kayaking Course soon.

April:
-Bintan Retreat Recce with Shuan, Jojo, Vicky. A fun recce with 2 boys to entertain us. A roller-coaster ride to Tanjung Pinang which i will not forget. Will not forget how Shuan and myself cornered Jojo in the car by leaning against her (like dominoes). We slept while she kept her eyes open in case the driver sell us off.. lol.
-Bintan Retreat. Had so much fun despite the endless meetings. Moi same room as lao da. Moi and lao da were gazing at the stars during the 1st nite. We were so lucky coz 2nd nite was cloudy. 2nd day, went to the beach in the morning while all the youngsters went swimming in the pool at nite. SO funny, jojo was nagging at the boys not to swim far and stop doing stunts. Then we went to jojo and carol's room to play cards, watch tv.. and some to eat. Moi, vicky, shuan and yong went to Mana mana beach to see how the party was like. Eventually, we went to the beach while listening to the party's music.
All were tired..
-2 days after the retreat, myself and the boys went for Canberra's Sec 2 Adventure Camp at Dairy Farm Rd. As usual, with Vicky ard.. we had fun. Moi, Shuan, Jon, Boon and Chye Lee hike bukit timah summit twice within the 2 days. Wow.. fit ah.. And i was stung by a honey bee. Shucks.. to sweet oredi..haha
-Yesterday, went to play netball @ Kallang Netball Ctr. So fun! Muz do this often!
-Today, went to work in the morning. Forgot office password, the thing rang like hell. And went to Johor with Kak Linda, Bro jin and Nang in the afternoon.

WOOHOO.. i need to change the blogskin dude.. sleepy now.. waiting for cindy to go online.. haha..ciaoz!