Wed 24th Mar: Surprisingly woked up early and was early for CMSK tut. haha.. very rare... always had to take a cab u noe.. Then, went for MWSM lect. Beginning to like MWSM..haha..crazy.. but its d truth. Went for lunch outside wif serene and the guys in class. Did project, went for tutorials. Went Jupiter Cafe with Eve and Serene. Talk about life.. our sad lives..haiz... Then met Sharifah.. miss her tho..
Then met Ahmad..
Can't wait to finish this project. Left sch ard 830pm.

23rd Mar: Stayed at home d whole day. Do my proj and oso slacking.

Mon 22nd Mar: Went to sch to do project. Skipped lab in d morning. Was very tired to wake up in the morning.

Sun 21st Mar: Serene came over my house to do our proj. I was sick. Had flu d whole day. She left ard 10 plus.

Sat 20th Mar: Went to sch for project. Was late as usual. Serene wait for me in d lab. Then went to work.

Friday 19th Mar: As usual, went to sch for MWSM lab. Nice time chatting wif serene and mr yap abt continuing study after poly. Then went to work.

Thurs 18th Mar: forgot wat i did.. went to johor? In the evening, went to office for the first meeting with the motivators. Had a great meeting. But after the meeting, headache agn..argh... Went to eat at MC wif yana. Met MK and shuan there. They were waiting for us to finish our meeting. Then, went back via the jurong east route agn..haha.. MK accompanied me and Yana tru the route. I think he cannot tahan me coz i actually lose the finger game and supposed to go tru the orchard route. But yana backed me up and won. haha.. funny..
Yana came to my house for a while. She say long time never come..haha.. i think i never go to her house for a very long time.

Wed 17th Mar: Went for CMSK interview test. It wasn't as scary as it seems. Whole day in sch and went to work after dat.

Tue 16th Mar: Supposed to wake up at 9am..but i was so tired and got headache that i juz off my hp alarm clock. Sharon woke me up ard 945am. Rushed to the toilet and bathed. There's another meeting at 10am. Shuan still sleeping. haha.. We waited for the rest of the guys to come. Meeting..meeting..meeting.. Then went to Parkway Parade to continue our discussion while Raymond had lunch appointment. Met him and we went to the office. Did our own work and left to the old office to collect some stuffs. Then went to Shangrila hotel to collect MK's pay. Then, we went to IKEA to buy stuff for the new office. As usual, me like secretary.. have to take note of wat to buy.. diaoz..
Then went to new office agn to put the stuffs we took at old office. Ate pizza. Went home via Jurong route. Haha.. MK no choice.. accompany me using that route.

Monday 15th Mar: Went to sch as usual. Then, me and Serene Neo went for YEP meeting. Long time never see those frens of ours. Had a great time talking and joking. haha..
Then supposed to meet Shuan for a short meeting. It was oredi 8 plus. Then Raymond called and say that he'll attend the meeting too. So, we decided to have the meeting at Raymond's house instead of TM. Made Raymond wait for us for a long time coz we went to buy dinner and his parking coupons first. hehe..
Reached his house ard 9 plus and ended the meeting ard 1 plus. We stayed over his house. My mum was nagging at me as usual.. haha.. but glad that she's understanding. While Raymond went off to bath and sleep, me and Shuan continue on our discussion until 5am. So much thing to discuss yar..
Then, can't take it ..need to slp..off to bed.

Sun 14 Mar: Went to suntec agn. Later than the previous day. hehe.. Went alone coz mk have to work at his new job and tat went to see SH's salad making competition. Left me, vic and Shuan. But we went separately. Shuan look for me during lunch while vic look for me during dinner. haha.. we all ate 1 lvl below the exhibit hall. Everyone stared at us eating.haha..
Sold 11 printers. so happy. Then yana sms-ed me. She's feeling down. I felt sad because i can't call her. Felt guilty oso because i have not been there for her since i'm always busy wif my work... Hope she understands..i noe she will. Hope i can meet her one of these days. Have not seen her since a week ago...

Sat 13 Mar: Become an EPSON promoter @ the IT show. Was a bit late as usual. Met MK as usual. He made me panick by saying later kena scolding lar.. rubbish..haha.. I was stationed away from the guys..boohoo.. Was stationed to promote this particular photo printer @ FujiFilm booth. I tot i'll be all alone by myself.. break oso alone.. but during lunch, mk and vic came to look for me! was so happy to see them coz i was damn bored there. We ate lunch and dinner together. They really noe dat i can't survive alone without frenz.. haha. I din make a lot of new frens at my booth coz most of them were busy promoting their products to hit target. Went to eat ice cream at Mc after the show. Then reach home late seh.. ard 12 plus. So tired but still chat wif raymond regarding the EPSON thingy. Sold 5 printers today.
Managed to sleep on my new bed!! so nice.. but only sleep for a few hours.

Friday 12 Mar: Tot i dun wanna go for NAPFA test.. but eventually i went. I passed all. haha.. so happy. Consider still fit after more than 1/2 a yr of "meditation". hahaz.. But tired seh.

The new office damn nice sia. Very comfy. Wooden floor... really like chalet. Haha.. Raymond said only Joanne Leong and me can study there. No mokeying ard..haha.. Then went to IT show to support the guys. Met Mary, EPSON marketing manager. Then, went to Carrefour to buy office stuff. While buying, Raymond ask me whether i can help EPSON out on weekends. So dat i'll noe more abt EPSON and gain experience too. Since its a gd opportunity, i go for it.

Thur 11 Mar: Now, waiting for Suhana to be online. So i can pass my task to her. Passing Serene Koh's items at Admiralty. Then, maybe going to Chinatown for a while to meet Kak Sharifah and then go for a meeting wif Joanne L there.

Wed 10 Mar: Got menses cramp. Aiyo..bankrupt sia if everytime see doctor.. Doc scold me for not taking gd care of myself.. Coz i rarely had cramps. Its because of stress, lack of sleep lar.. all this crap..dat create the changes in my hormones or something.. then got cramps.. diaoz.. so funny. First time got scolded by a doctor. Haha..

Tue 9 Mar: Hmm..wat i did? Oh.. stayed at home, then went for Motivator's Exco meeting in d evening at Swensens Orchard wif Raymond and d excos.

Mon 8 Mar: Terrible headache, terrible zipdisk. Was unable to pass my completed task to my fyp grp. Wat a damn fucking day it was...Went to see a doctor.. scare the hell outta me! Tell me all abt tension headaches and brain tumor! OH MY GOD! He told me to go for a scan if the headache continues for a few mths.. diaoz..In the evening, went to the Cafe Cartel, TM, to celebrate Eve's birthday. Who was there? Eve, Zemin, Nad, Serene Neo, Weiling, Weiling bf, Zheyu, Alex and me! We had a great time together. Laughing and crapping away like crazy people!

Sun 7 Mar: Finished my part for the week for FYP. Went to meet the 4 guys for an EPSON Mobile Hub meeting to come out wif a timeline and gameplan. I reached Orchard, our meeting point, late. Went to accompany Yana to buy her new Samsung hp b4 meeting them. Then went to Causeway Pt wif Shuan, tat, and Shuhua.
Felt awkward.. If I noe, i dun go.

Sat 6 Mar: Went to Career Exhibition 2004 wif Yana, Lays and Jo. It has been a long time since we went out together. So happy. Had a great time there. I took them to d Esplanade to see the World Photo Collage. Got our photos except for Jo. Then we took photos, crap and tok alot outside Esplanade.

Friday 5 Mar: Still got headache. Went to sch for MWSM lab. Then, Shuan wasn't ready and so me decided to buy food wif Eve and Nad. Then, when he's ready.. i'm like far from my lab.. diaoz.. tired to rush back to my lab and take my bag. We were late for the party. We went to buy cake and wrap his present for SH. The present is nice. so sweet~~ of him. lol.. We were supposed to reach by 7 but reach there at 730pm. We were looking for the block high and low sia.. Then, we saw boss's car at the carpark entrance. We chiong looking for her house..haha.. At least we reach b4 them. When we reached there, the rest was saying "girls sit 1 side, guys sit 1 side"..They were teasing boss actually... Then, Sk and tat were sitting wif a gap between. wah kaoz.. purposely wanna suan boss. I was sitting wif MK at a 2 seater sofa then..She was looking at us and hinting that we should have a gap or something.. Diaoz..no freedom like dat.. then, i purposely sit closer and closer to MK. haha.. every1 was laughing except MR and MRS R. They din noe wat we were laughing abt. Then MK play along.. put out his hand around my shoulder.. but on d sofa lar.. not on my shoulder. haha... i think the rest cannot tahan us. MK was saying dat if danial was here.. i would be sitting between them..and both would raise their hands together..and the armpit story would rise..haha.. Boss and wife left early and the rest played mah jong, watched tv and chat. We left her house at 1045pm. So late le. Then, Shuan accompanied me to wdlds int by taking 962 wif me. He can take mrt to Yishun and board 969..instead he took 962 to wdld and 168 from there. At least can chat bah.. i see dat he was happy actually.. haha.. May his project SH works.. haha..


Thur 4 Mar: Still headache. Didn't go for Mad Hair meeting coz Joanne L say no need. haha.. actually had to. MK went for the meeting and he realised dat he shouldn't be there at all. No connection wif wat he is doing. I met Shuan at Redhill. Supposed to meet yana!! but then coz of chingay cds.. decided to help the guys..But vic's mother was coming back home soon and vic was finishing it too. Eventually decided to all meet at redhill. Mk wanted to meet us and so he look for us there after the meeting. Shuan was making my headache worse wif his "MAS~~~~~"..aiyo.. can't tahan! Shuan and me were looking for an atm machine ard the area while waiting for the rest. It was a funny incident. We were all hungry. When all were there, we went to Fort Canning Park to look for saga seeds. Shuan wanted to give it as a present to SH. haha.. so sweet~~. Then, ate at MC @ PS. Then, we look for a container. Dunno which 1 to choose.. aiyo.. then Raymond called us regarding the party. Haha.. another issue agn. Long story..so decided not to jot abt it here.

Wed 3 Mar: Had a terrible headache in the morning and so i decided to skip CMSK and lect. Then i tot MWSM tut is at 2pm.. actually it was at 1pm. Diaoz.. Didn't go oso. So, i went to sch for my FYP project only. Then went to work after that.

Tuesday 2 Mar: Did my MBDP project and went for evaluation in d afternoon. After that, i went to Yishun and meet tat and Syahrul for a while and see wat present tat bought for SH. Then, i rushed to Sembawang to collect my specs then to Bukit Batok. Met Shuan there and went to Commonwealth for a talk abt network marketing. Haha.. Shuan was saying " Mas.. wat have u brought me into??" haha..

Monday 1 Mar: Wat did i do then... Was in school the whole day. Was actually pissed of wif 1 of my elective team member. Dun wanna mention who. Lotsa stuff happened. Then,met Shuan and MK in school. Went Tampines Mall with them for a while.Then Shuan went to his grandma house while me and MK ate at old Mc. Saw Yingwei there and she tot we were a couple. Hahaha.. u should have seen her look then. Mk was saying that " i think your fren thinks we r a couple.." haha... Then took mrt to work..juz to accompany this munkey. The journey took 1 1/2 hrs. I was late and guess wat.. i forgot to wear long pants, it was raining heavily and i've got no umbrella! Walk asap home and change. Was late to work for 1/2 hr.

Sunday 29 Feb: Was at home the whole day. MK, Shuan and Vic went to the bus to take photographs of the DIVA LA FOOTBALL clinic while SK, Tat, SH, and BT went to Sembawang..kai kai.. MK and Shuan tot that I'll follow the rest to Sembawang. Keep asking me where i go.. Diaoz..

Today going to ite dover open house with the rest of the mentoring team. I'm still not prepared yet. Still haven't bath..haha.. late as usual bah. Actually i dun feel like going but yana and jo forced me to. yEAH! U read it correctly, FORCED! haha.. just joking lar. I've got lotsa stuffs which i haven start and need to be complete by tonight. Haiz.. Masliana..pls change yr attitude.. u lazy bum.. How to graduate like dat? I dunno lar.. Dun feel like doing anything at all. I hope i can get away from those pple who r not studying at the moment. Maybe, being wif these pple for so long, makes me lazy coz they r not studying while i'm studying. I shouldn't go out wif them when they ask me out. Yes! I think i should do dat! Dun go out wif them. Who am i kiddin? Myself? haiz.. watever.. toking crap here..

25th Feb: Wat did i do? orh.. Was shocked dat i had to attend the same meeting as d 4 guys. I was even laughing at them when i saw the sms on mk's phone. Sekali, i oso received d sms on d same day as them, 24th feb. Sianz..nak tak nak..turun jugak. Met mk at amk but as usual i'm late. Anyway, we reached at 1215 when we were supposed to reach at 12noon. Boss was oredi there. Saw me and mk walkin together.. i think he look at us differently then. Was i over-reacting? Y shouldn't i rite..when he kept emphasising not to have relationships between volunteers and oso not to go out alone wif guys or alone wif a guy. Anyway, didn't bother much lar. We were earlier than d rest. So, me accompany mk buy drinks for boss and the rest. He got backache agn. So stubborn.. told him to see doc. Then, meeting starts when all were there but always interrupted by Elijah's cries. Then, i stayed for another meeting wif tkgs gals, joanne L and kak sharifah regarding mad hair raising day 2. The guys and SK went shopping for MK's shoes. Me went to work after dat. Supposed to help boss clean his office at tanglin hq but scared not enuff time. haha..

26th Feb: Was doing sch work the whole morning and early afternoon. So sianz. Asked the guys out to watch movie. All say no $ except for Shuan. So, we went to watch Cold Mountain at Causeway Pt. Haha..he has to travel all d way to wdlds from Tampines. Ate at Long John Silver first, then watch movie at 7pm. We were rushin to the toilet b4 and after the movie. So funny. After that, we went outside Civic Ctre and chat. Then, he decided to buy food agn. Haha.. he ate Long John Silver, then popcorn.. then Bk. Coz other shops close le. He eat so much but still dat small size.

27th Feb: Was sick in d morning, so didn't go school. I broke my specs today. Rushed to the specs shop. Decided to buy a new pair of nerdy specs for outside while get a new frame for this old lenses to use at home. Total cost :$150. Considered my degree is very high, i think the price is ok lar. Then met Yana and Kak ina at Causeway pt. Chat and went shopping with them for a while. Then, now at home chatting. Gonna continue work le. Bye...

On 20th and 21st Feb, I went for a Heartcore Camp. The camp was great eventhough the groups are small. It was even more happening when the guys come down. We really entertained the campers during the campfire. Received feedback from the campers that eventhough it was a fake campfire, it was really fun coz of the facilitators. Haha.. i think its bcoz me and guys are so crazy. We dance during some intervals.. Then, we got friendship dance. Funny.. dat mk dunno how to dance, muz teach him. Lucky the rest noe how to dance. He really kena deprived of childhood sia. Then, the guys saboh me.. finale is my dragon dance.. wah kaoz.. cannot tahan seh.. so paiseh. I only did the saturday nite fever dance. Victor very sweet and sporting coz he joined me.
At nite, i went to d hall wif lao da to look for my collage photo coz d guys saw mine when they were re-pasting some of the photos. At last i found it..haha.. Previously, i went wif muhd to look for the photos but cannot find. So many photos leh.
The guys were not supposed to stay, so they went back. Sekali, si Shuan and Victor came back coz no more transport le. So, they overnite wif us. Me, Victor and Shuan didn't sleep all nite talking abt lotsa stuffs especially abt Pangster. haha.. Got 1 time, muhd join in d conver and there's a cockroach which crawled on him. U should have seen Victor's reaction. He is afraid of cockroach and is so disgusted wif it even if it's not on him. The cockroach incident really woke the others up wif the screamings. Me, Vic and Shuan were so tired in d morning. The 3 of us nvr sleep at all mah. I accidentally slept when Raymond was briefing the campers. I left the camp ard 1 hr earlier for mentoring. Kak siti came and she treat me, yana and johan coffeebean. So sweet.. we talk alot.

22nd Feb: Supposed to spend the whole day at home but went out wif sk, tat, vic and gf, mk, shuan, shuhua, yvonne. They met earlier except me and vic & gf. They met yumiko and bro too. So when all of us are there, we took neoprints. So funny.. Then Yumiko and bro left and Shuhua & Yvonne went home. The rest went to eat dinner and go esplanade to take photos. Vic brought his camera. The photos are nice. Slept late..ard 3 plus. Raymond saw me online and told me to go meeting at 10am. Alamak.. tell me at 3am.. Where got time to sleep sia..

23rd feb: Went to d bus for meeting. Joanne laughed at me becoz of raymond asking me to come down. Ruiwen and Eugene oso. Haiz.. can't tahan them. Then hitch a ride from Raymond to Novena Square. Actually, he wants to send me there and take mrt there. Go sch from novena or somerset nearer? Haiz..
After sch, went ktv wif mk, vic, shuan, tat, sk and muhd. They reached earlier. Me and muhd were late. Me wif sch while he was busy at the bus. Had a great time there. Then, went to work. Had a great time there too wif kak wati, new shift manager.

24th Feb: Today! Went to Orchard lib to return books. Then, went to d bus to return tim's laptop. MK accompanied me. We had lunch at Long John Silver @ Cineleisure. From there, we went to vic's house. Me, mk, vic and Shuan played xbox at vic's house. After that, went to Syahrul's mum stall to eat chicken rice. Went to queensway shopping ctr to look for mk's new shoes. All expensive. So decided not to buy. Took mrt back home. Now blogging and chatting lar. Got to do my work oredi. Need to submit the debrief notes on the 25th... consider the time now.. submission date is today! argh.. better do.. or chief nagger will nag and pester me. haha.. ;p

Now listening to Hao Xin Feng Shou song while browsing tru Friendster...

Saw his pictures again.. feel so sad...feel like crying agn..no...Still trying hard to get him out of my head. Oh god! Pls help me lessen this burden.. will ya? He's a nice guy.. too good for me le..I still remember that nad and serene say something like.. maybe i din actually like him.. i like someone else... or maybe someone else like me instead of him... argh.. dun wanna tok abt him but ...

OKies.. some changes with the Ite guys that me and Danial realise:
1. Victor- more crappy, more pervert and lame!
2. Mun Keat- more open, noes how to play ard oredi.. designer mah..lolx
3. Weng Tat- still the same.. as lazy as ever...haha...
4. Shuan- hmm.. Find that he gets irritated easily nowadays. Like easy to flare up oredi.. Maybe becoz of her...

18th Feb: Had an open book test. Ok lar..can still do. Hope i can pass this test coz d previous 1 sure condemned. After that, my fyp group met our evaluator. She's not as wat i expected. Tot she's d strict type but actually she is a nice lecturer. Told our group a lot of important information dat could add up points for our project. Then, we bump into Ricky at Century Square. So, we decided to chill out at the old McDonalds. Talk alot of stuff. Had a great time there.

19th Feb: Went to Sembawang Sun Plaza wif Sk and Tat. Bought the items needed for the camp. Then, ate at Cavana b4 going Canberra. Met Shuhua at Canberra. After slacking at Heartcore Room for a while, the 4 of us went Somerset. I had to go coz i got an appointment with Joanne L but the rest went to take neoprint. Haha.. Eventually, i had to halt my meeting with Joanne L and take photo in the middle of the meeting period. So funny.. u should have seen the photos. Then, continue on d meeting. After our meeting, they got another meeting for CSSP. Decided not to stay and left. Went to meet Yana and her goodfren, Fazilah, at Far East. Had a great time with them. End up, me and Fazilah bought stuffs instead of Yana.

Today: Have to go for a Heartcore Camp. Apparently, i haven't pack my stuff yet. I'm left with 1 more hr b4 rushing out of the house. Shit.. Haven't return tim's laptop.. die ah.. muz return asap but i haven't finish the volunteers' update yet..

Things to do when i get back from camp:
1. Update the class and school for the volunteers
2. Update the list for 14th and 15th Feb
3. Check again whether i have done any blunders..
4. Do d debrief notes b4 Raymond nags or tell chief nagger(Joanne L) to nag at me!
5. Return Tim's laptop on Monday.

okies.. updates:

13th Feb: Met Serene Neo to deliver the flowers. We went to Admiralty first then to Chinatown. Very funny!! We lost our way in Chinatown. Dunno where the recipient is sia.. in the end took a cab and u noe wat? the recipient on leave!! We were like diaoz... haha.. then ate lunch at Banquet, ChinaSquare. Serene was sweet. Gave me a flower. hahaha.. Then, i went to d park as usual...

14th Feb: It's V- Day. Went for early lunch wif yana first b4 going for mentoring. Then i left earlier to meet SK at Canberra. Took a cab to the park. SK tot she lost her phone. Everyone panicked. In the end, its actually at Heartcore Rm in Canberra. Hahaz.. Anyway, she was sweet.. gave me a card- heartshaped with white angelic wings. Then, Jonathan gave a heart balloon bouquet while Benjamin gave me a red rose. Appreciate that the guys gave me this kinda stuff but i find it a nuisance. Coz when i'm in the mrt, pple were looking at me. I'm like "shit.. get me home asap man".. nobody will give me this kinda stuff mah..
There was an incident at the park. A bangladesh worker got punched by a co-worker. Nose bleed badly. Ambulance and police came. Police asked me and Jonathan lotsa qns. Overall, a happy day.

15th Feb: Last day of Ochard of Hope event. Reach the park ard 5 plus. Studying and packing the stuffs at the park. Was a bit unhappy wif some of the guys coz they were chatting downstairs when there r lotsa things needed to be done upstairs. Raymond keep asking me what they r doing. Really felt squashed. But then, everything settled. We had a happy day. Will miss these days at the park.

16th Feb: Sure fail mwsm. Din study much. D paper is so easy yet i dun even noe how to do. Muz do better for the next paper on Wed. Went for final debrief at NYC wif the guys and Raymond. Need to finish up the debrief notes soon. Went for dinner at Monkeys Cafe. Surprisingly, I was wearing a monkey tee. Haha.. and Mk was there.. alive monkey. haha..
Had a funny time there. Elijah was very cute. Feel like pinching his cheeks. Then, went to Borders wif the guys except ben and Muhd. Reading mags.. Then, went home.. the guys keep asking me to bring the big gold coin home..haha...how to roll sia.. As usual, mk and danial keep humouring me wif the armpit thingy.. Gosh..sometimes can't stand them.

17th Feb: Stayed at home all day. Did nothing much. Changed the blogger layout. Nice? got it from blogskins..
okies.. gtg.. ;p

Haha.. got this quiz tru nad's blog..




Which Royalty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.


You are a Queen!
Beautiful, Wise, Strong
Righteous, Commanding, Humble


You are the beautiful and compassionate Queen. You are the epitomy of what every woman should be. You are confident, bold, aggressive, smart, womanly and feminine. You know the right thing to do and do it. You command respect and earn praise. You are moral and loving. In times of trouble, you draw strength from within, and are a source of strength for others.

Left 4 more days to d end of Orchard of Hope event. Will miss the laughter that we had. 1 girl and 8 guys. We r like 1 big happy family. Hope we will still keep in contact.. watch movie, go out together. Never had so much fun in an event. Anyway, i hope dat we are able to raise more funds within these few days.

Supposed to meet my evaluator today. Suddenly, she said that its too short for 1/2 hr for a meeting. Haiz.. waste my trip to sch. Can go bank early leh.
Later meeting Mk @ Somerset to UOB Bank to bank in d donation $. Then going to the park to finish my unfinished work there. ciaoz... ;p

Yesterday, i went to watch the movie "Torque" with Danial, Mk, Shuan, Weng tat and Syahrul. We went to watch the morning show at Lido. So funny.. tat and syahrul went in first while danial, shuan and me went to buy food while mk accompanied us. Damn slow sia my food. Then when we get into the cinema, its oredi dark ah. Lucky the show hasn't start then. Everything was ok at d park. Sometimes funny coz MK will do the "Hail Mas" like the one done in Hitler. Everybody follow. lol.. They are damn funny. At nite, tired.. cannot take it.. the debrief was so long..Then i met yana and lays at sembawang mrt.. decided to alight wif yana at admiralty. Told her every single detail abt that guy and d conver we had. She was there by my side while i was crying. She said this is serious.. and i have grown up. Dunno wat she meant but i noe dat watever she says always make sense. She let me cry and cry and cry.
Yana sent me an sms which i think is meaningful:
i dun tink i really help dat much..but like wat u said to me once.. no one can help u but u urself can..still rem? so i juz pray dat u'll be strong.. if yr fate is wif him it will be, if not den let it go.. no use hang it on further. Most impt is to love urself 1st b4 anyone else..
Thank u yana! I'm trying my best rite now.
I'm such a loser..juz wanna live my life.. get out of my head pls......

Aku sedih.. sangat sedih. Ternyata, dia suka orang lain. Asal aku tulis dlm bahasa melayu..entah lah. Dia bilang dia suka salah satu sukarelawannye. I knew who it was.. i guessed it correctly. I noticed it. I cried when i got to noe abt it. I was damn sad. This is d first time i ever cried after knowing abt this kinda thing. Lucky, he told me tru online chat. Dia kata " U really noe me damn well". Of course lar.. asal dia selenge sangat. Sekarang, aku dah tahu yg dia suka orang lain.. I better move on wif my life. But he telling me all this means he really trust me and treat me as a buddy. So, i'll juz cherish it dat way and remember all d great things we have done together.

5/2:
Was busy at d park with the volunteers there. Then rush to sch for captain's ball but was late, so i didn't play. I think the guys are angry or something. But i couldn't care less abt all this. My mind is full of stuff. dunno wat i'm toking. In short, i am stress.
Then, i went back to the park. Had a great time there especially with Shuan and Mk. One is obsessed with the amt of $ collected for d day while d other is obsessed with getting a new phone on d next day. They r so funny. Raymond wants me to go to d bank d next day. So i brought the donation $ home.
Chat with Joanne L and Raymond. Raymond was asking me whether i wanna join them for mobile bus and other heartware events after graduation since i had a great time working with the ITE guys. They will be helping out in the mobile bus thingy with Epson. Raymond told me that he can get me to work with Epson too.
Then, he asked me whether i am interested to take over Vincent for chairmanship of Heartware Motivators. I was surprised and scared as it is a heavy responsibility. Told him that i'll think abt it. Joanne L encouraged me to join. They were saying that they will be helping me. I'm not sure. Still deciding. Dunno got the time anot. Still asking for pple's opinion. Wat do u all think? Yana? Nad? Eve? Me in a dilemma.

today:
Went to the bank today. Supposed to meet Shuan and go together. Guess he's tired. So, i went alone. Now me in fyp lab with my grp mates. Meeting my evaluator later. Sucks man..dun really like her.
okies.. adios... call me when u pple need a listening ear.. ..call me when u have time pple! u noe who u r lar... ;p

2/2:
Went to the park agn. Wat did i do over there.. hmm.. usual stuff. make sure the park is in order. Taught shuan and benjamin how to handle fundraising part. Was a but pissed off with Benjamin coz i felt he was being sarcastic. But nonetheless, i tried not to throw my temper. I was very worried abt the Fundraising part coz Shuan has to be clear and understands the method and concept. So, decided not to go for lect d following day. At nite, chat wif Raymond abt the FAQ. He suddenly wants us to add motivators. At such a short notice, i find that it is a bit late but no choice lar, boss say muz include means include lor.

3/2:
Went to watch morning show "The last Samurai" with MK and SK. So funny. I didn't noe dat sk wans to meet mk first to buy tickets. But on the other hand, me and mk oredi decided to meet at amk mrt platform. So, i was late, mk will be late too lar. Then sk got to noe me meet mk.. she was like " u idiot!!" haha.. so funny.. Met her at dhoby ghaut.. can't take it .. laugh all the way to PS. Not a lot of pple watch this morning show lar. So, we move from the back seat to the front seat. Dat sk go and push me.. i spilled my popcorns.. haiz..wasted u noe(giggling).. I find dat only me and sk were laughing whenever got funny scenes. The rest was like dead sia. Lucky sk go, or else i oso dead bored. Mk sometimes laugh but not that often. So, whoever go watch movie wif him alone..sure bored...haha..bad rite.. but he's a nice, sweet bro.. Muz find a nice girl for him since he is building a portfolio for me to go hougang chalet. ;p

today, i received my birthday present from eve, serene, weiling and mad. They bought for me 2 Hanes shirt. Haha.. so sweet.. i actually wanted to buy.. lucky din buy.. Thanx dudes! ;p
off i go for my tutorial.. buaiz~~

Today is a public holiday!! haha.. Selamat Hari Raya Haji..

29/1:
Me and my Orchard of Hope guys work late till 2.30am at d park juz 2 finish up d motivators tags. I was glad that my guys didn't complain coz after all.. orchard of hope guys were not supposed to do chingay stuffs. MK was very sweet.. we took a cab together and he send me to woodlands b4 going home to AMK which is nearer to Orchard. Thanx MK! I owe u chocolates..haha...
30/1:
Chingay Preview- Was very kan chiong wif Chingay coz i scared i'll blunder. Luckily, everything goes well with the help of my SRJC EXCOs( Patricia, Alvin and Hong xiang). Can't blame me for being nervous lah.. coz this is d first time i have to handle over 150 motivators on a sector alone. Being a chief motivator is not an easy task i can say. Summore, i have to run from one end of d sector to another. Tired leh.. But i wasn't really happy coz my Orchard of Hope guys were running ard helping Chingay when they weren't supposed to. Imagine them staying late on d previous day and then reach d park earlier on d next day. Then they have to run ard helping on d chingay stuffs. They were pissed off.
31/1:
Actual Chingay- I was having a great time coz d public r more onz. As usual i have to make sure my motivators r doing a good job. My feet hurts a lot. Got blisters.. but its all worth it. I had cramps in the early afternoon..so i popped a panadol after munching a few fries. Then, i went to treat my Orchard of Hope guys coffee bean drinks. So, basically d stuff i ate was juz a few fries and a panadol, and coffee. Then the running ard at my sector make me so exhausted, not forgetting the cramps. I think i can't take it till i blackout. Luckily i was squatting down. I was so scared dat i'll faint. Coz i can't.. i'm d only 1 wif walkie-talkie for my sector.. I'm d only chief for my sector. I prayed and prayed. Lucky i din faint.. jus rest for ard 5 to 10 mins. Then, off i went for running agn. Hengz.. And i was happy coz the Orchard of Hope guys r happy. Basically, they weren't running errands for Chingay. Luv my sector 3. I tot they will kinda hate me after all d screams, yells i did 2 them. haha.. But it turn out they weren't when they clap, shouted and scream the loudest for me when Justin thank Sector 3 chief motivator..haha.. I'm so touched! Reached home late agn like d other few days.

1/2:
Slept till noon. Then watch tv, wash d clothes.. Went Jurong Pt wif yana and nang. Had a great time window shopping and oso taking neo prints. Then, sat at Coffee bean for coffee. Waited for Yan while drinking coffee. Haha.. we were crapping all d time from the time we met till the time we say good bye. This is d only day i'm able to de-stress myself. Thanx Yana! ;p

oklar.. off i go to d park agn. Cheers! ;p

I'm now in my FYP lab accompanying Serene. She wanna print notes.. so here i am updating on my boring, not romantic life. Had an ok weekend. Nothing much happened. Went back to sch to do project with Zhihong and Ricky. It was raining heavily and Zhihong's umbrella was spoiled.. haha.. u should have seen during that time.. so funny!! Then met Shuan at Tampines interchange and go to the park together. Reached early at d park, so we decided to eat at BK. After that, things are normal.. juz like d rest of the days spent in the park.
Yesterday, a bit funny lar.. coz i went to the park wif MK.. I was late.. supposed to meet him at amk mrt station at 130pm but i forgot to take HW umbrella i borrowed on d previous day. So my time was wasted on going back home. Then we went to the park, something dangerous happened. A few tree branches fell in front of us! OMG! i tell u.. if we reached a min earlier.. we'll oredi have concussion rite now and i'll not be updating u pple abt my life. The tree branches is not those thin 1s ok.. its d thick 1s. Then that stupid MK open d umbrella (remember i have to return the HW umbrella?), then we walk at dat area with the umbrella above us so as to protect us lar. Damn funny ah dat guy! The rest of d guys who have reached earlier.. laughed at us. And dat stupid Danial says dat i should have been hit by that branches.. haha.. coz i'm labeled as CRAzY by them. ok lar.. gtg for my lecture le.. buaiz!! ;p

I'm so so in love wif a guy.. haha.. sounds desperate yar. But i'm serious.. i tot it was juz a crush BUT no.. shit man.. i'm in deep trouble. How can i like this guy? Not dat i shouldn't after all d nice things he has done for me and oso others. But he's too good to be true. Its not about looks but the chemistry. I juz feel so comfy beside him. I feel secure whenever he's beside me eventhough he's doing nothing at all. I like d way he cheer me up. So. do i really like him or wat? Confused and hope i din make it obvious to him dat i really like him. I dun wanna hear from him about how he feels about me whether its good or not. I'm afraid of.. *REJECTION*. Maybe it will be better this way. Not knowing how he feels about me. I think i should change this blog to "my confused life". sigh...

Yoohoo! long time nvr blog in here. Should be ard 1 mth plus liao. Some updates:

December:
- busy helping out at Konica Minolta Celebration Tree organised by Heartware Network @ Orchard Park
- met a lot of new frens there especially 4 of the asylums! and not forgetting the SRJC Excos
- had a lot of fun but tiring ah.. everytime go back at wat time sia.. 11 plus u noe!
- my birthday! my frens there are so sweet.. they bought for me a crumpler pouch which i was eyeing for dunno how long. Thanx dudes!
-yana bought me a ADIDAS watch. woohoo.. its so sweet of her.. its so nice u noe.., jo and lays bought for me a Converse sling bag. nice 2!! Thanx!!
- watch LOTR3 on Christmas morning after the countdown( 2 to 5.30am).. lucky i din slp.. haha.. my Legolas..

Now:
- helping agn at the Orchard Park.. Orchard of Hope.. for another mth or so
- will be with 7 other guys in d org which inc: Mohd, Daniel, Syahrul and the asylum: Victor, Mun Keat, Shuan & Weng Tat
- Will have a great time and fun working wif these crazy guys!
- Will oso be in Motivators for Chingay tru Heartware. Will be 1 of the Chief Motivators.. haha.. dunno wat i'm supposed 2 do actually.
- Busy wif FYP.. so excited eventhough its gonna be stressful.. Looking forward to finish up this proj coz the proposal was damn good.. all thanx to Serene Neo's idea. ;p

Currently:
- Updating u pple out there abt my life at this moment
- In the FYP lab with Serene Neo
- Going off soon to meet Busu.. at his house to pass this particular CD he needs to use
- Then going to the park agn..

okies.. adios!! ;p